Challenges in Evolving A Life

I have to admit that this is amazing stuff! I can really see that things are evolving along a path so much more than before (geez such a difference).

There are so many potential things en route to payment to me. It's just a matter of time soon. The dam holding back the flow of abundance in incredible and astonishing and mind-blowing amounts is not going to be able to hold much longer at all!

I must admit, today especially, I am feeling the tension of financial scarcity - in spite of knowing the opportunities slowly and gradually unfolding around me.

It's that gap thing again. C'mon Universal Manager - this is another big shout out to you. There are a few deals to nudge them along to a committed decision, action and downpayment. It can be done! Show your stuff and let's make magic my universal manager! This will ease the tension and break that restrictive dam holding back the flow! C'mon, you can get this round the quantum particles required. Let's do this!

You know I have the desire and the hunger. The way has been paved - let's get them to follow through all the way to the payment and delivery!

New opportunity has also arisen. Sea front area potential over corals with symbtiotic crop to harvest. Looks exciting too. Another long term project.

Lots of homework. Want to give my kids a great treat for birthday!

C'mon UM!!!Thank you, thank you, thank you!

Had a break for almost 20 days! In Adelaide!
Really felt like home to me. Sigh! Such a feeling of 'the gap' between where I am and where I truly want to be! Hope to bridge this gap in terms of my vibrational escrow!!! For me and my family! It is such a feeling of 'heaviness' when I long for bringing them there and having the flowing financial and well-being balanced life I envision!

I also long for a team that makes projects flow for me completely - a JV arrangement of synergies! That would be fabulous.

Not too much to ask! I want to have paying coaching clients! Happily paying me for the coaching environment each week, each month, each year! $3000 per month! That's not much for business profit optimization at all!! Plus the twelve week focus cycle!

Salary for paid positions!

I know Esther Hick's points things out and I should be going up that one vibrational energy. And I'm hoping that by writing this and feeling the gap, that the cells, mental energies and universal vibration will tune in to what I want!

Liberty from my parents financial umbrella. C'mon Alex!!!

Flow baby, flow!!! Universal manager - I know it's getting close.

1. IDS consultancy fee
2. law with support from DL
3. Farmers cooperative 1- 2500 acres + expeller (virgin coconut oil, palm oil, rubber)
4. CBS
5. Azhar: plantation, land, padi
6. JV timber & land (S3000 + B3000 acres)
7. Potential smallholders KM & Ku
8. Doctor's clinic.
9. Shopping Mall for sale RM230 million (value 180M)
10. Carpark land (RM30 million)
11. PBB (for sale & people searching for contact)
12. Coaching & Consulting
13. LED board
14. Filing & Archive system
15. ION bulb

Money in the bank account baby!!!

Stack it baby, stack it all for me and my family!!

Yes! Yes! Yes! Please!!!!
Loving it!!!

Truly!!! Come on universal manager! Do your thing!

I've had two takers. Sat down with two clients and done a run through on their businesses.

First was a business with plenty of under-optimized areas in the existing setup and also was lacking the essential foundational structure of measuring, monitoring, tracking and analyzing.

Second was a much more established setup. Entrepreneur lady self-generated the achievements coming up the hard way. No short-cuts (which is true for any business).

Seems to have several well established and implemented foundational structures in place for management and flow. I'll bet on closer examination, I'll be able to help her discover several more areas for optimizing.
She has the potential to license her experience in 'business development' model for her type of industry or company in other areas. She is looking to expand to another country.

Found that the mortgage advisor model would be a useful model to develop as a business also in addition to dealmaking and consulting. The company generates leads for me on a monthly basis.

They have support and coaching etc. but there are no short cuts, as anything else. People are foundational.

Building my network is an important key foundation.

Referral will be a very important key and follow-up keep-in-touch communication is also very important to be planned.

I am thankful for this direction and its materialization.

Been about a week since the last post i think. I have been writing onto Hubpages. It's been excellent to continue my writing and putting down my thoughts and knowledge which are lead-ins for deeper information and materials in future.

Just have to have patience and persistence. I have updated a lot of my profiles all around the web. They now reflect very accurately what I am about. Lots of improvement there.

There's also a lot of usefulness in creating a Squidoo page. It will be like a page to place links to everywhere I am on the web, my important posts, my blogs, or anywhere I appear that can be synergistically strengthening to my consulting business.

Everything is slowly and gradually coming together.

Had another networking business meeting this morning. I have evolved so much and I can feel this. Seeing other people and meeting other people is excellent. I have tried another elevator speech. Got a couple of interested people. One was set for an appointment to meet tomorrow.

Later it turns out that they have a 'corporate structure' so it has to go to someone up there, or a partner, or a board for approval. I had sent by email the Welcome Pack. My mentor has trained me to work with businesses that are ready to go forward. So I asked this prospect to get back to me after she has gotten an okay from her partner. The meeting can be postponed after they have a company resolution to okay and approve going into such a consulting relationship.

There are heaps of opportunities out there. I'm still setting foundations into place so it is okay. I can spend that time in more P and A items. (PAR)

Got another potential prospect, but will follow up.

Signed up with Aweber the email service. They are probably the best but I am yet to make sense of all this. Not as straightforward as I thought it would be but as anything else, I learn as I go.

This is an important foundational tool. Communication.

The new PI site is up and I have been having fun exploring it. It is similar to Facebook except the people there are totally supportive and helpful.

Instruct my subconscious to make sense of the many ideas and to-dos in my head.

With the PAR structure to prioritise tasks, I think there will be more time spent on 'P' at this stage. Looks to me like there are a lot of 'P'-oriented foundational tasks to be established as a part of the integrated strategy I have outlined.

It's all synergistic so it's good.

Must keep in mind though to also include some 'A'-oriented tasks as well.

I'm strange to tracking, monitoring and measuring. It hasn't stuck the few times I've tried in the past. I've tried diaries, purchased preformated journals, created a combination of forms for myself and so on. I just have not been consistent.

This is another attempt. I think it may be a tracker to first see what I do with my time. Track the way I spend my time.

And then evaluate at the end of the day. The John Dudeck PAR is important.

In terms of Marketing:

I have joined a breakfast meeting for business networking. I got one referral, and almost got a client out of it. He first changed the time for the phonecall and on the day itself did not call. And he has not made contact with me since that day.

I've learned that people really do need to be the "go-getter" types and they have to got to want it - have a desire for my service, so I need to provide that compelling case and reason for them to 'discriminate in my favour' over other competitors. This is through a Preemptive Approach, which reveals my USP and establish my credibility as an expert.

I have great testimonials. I have a proven mentor who has taught me all his proprietary techniques and materials - so I can deliver what he can for businesses too.

Now it is my turn to put these things into practice and to market me! Ha! I have to market me in order to convince people to work with me to market them!

Well, I did introduce what I did to about ten others in the meeting. No enquiries so far. One guy tried to sell me on property and the other is closing the deal with me for the network club.

I have some great materials for sales letters. For pamphlets.

I have one pretty sure client to go through as a test subject. Clare.

I had an idea that I shoudl specialise on Tourism related businesses - so I consult and research and survey and interview them.

I can approach Aunt Joanna, she could put me into their mailing list. There should be one.

Clubs and Associations. They have a mailing list. Things and ideas like this would increase my reach.

Have been busy creating copy, migration application, researching property.
The priority is copy, migration application submission - including document scans, tax return.

Will try to get my homework done today and tomorrow in between too. The gym and exercise and meal with parents. keep in mind how to fit it in.

Well, it has almost been a month since I felt in Limbo.

I must say that it seems to have felt like a really long month. Where did the time pass and what was I doing.

I know that I did set aside some time to continue working on my Strategic Alliance and JV Dealmaking structures and reflections. That was useful. I especially enjoyed the material I contributed regarding the Socratic Method. I believe it was quite insightful.

In addition to that, to continue to reflect deeply on the concept of strategic preeminence has been a valuable process. Just as I utilize my subconscious to manifest inspired actions and resources, I am also getting the concept of strategic preeminence to sink in. It shows when I speak to people and plan for my consultations.

I must say, that I have been quite 'pushy' in requesting for meetings. But I believe there is no harm to do so. With the landowner being also a busy individual, it is important for me to keep me in his mind and attention span. So when he has a spare moment, he can let us know when he can spare a couple of hours to discuss and establish ongoing action steps and concur together on decisions and get clear on representations to other parties.

I'm glad to have had the meeting today. The meeting we had last Friday or Saturday where he had only a half an hour to spare us was just too rushed. In the meantime, I had the chance to clarify the next steps and the direction. And I was led to discover some very relevant pictures which would serve to convince and put forth a strong case and set targets and parameters we expect from a pilot project or trial planting.

I had also revisited materials on strategic alliances - especially the materials on mindset and perspectives and pep talk.

In addition to that, to invoke the assistance and energy of the universal manager and the source and maintaining faith and writing out my 'special phrases' have definitely been of assistance. No doubt about it.

Have to get to the gym now, will continue soon.

Everything that has happened in the last year, I realised, has led me to this very moment.

One thing I know is that being thankful and grateful for each moment will bring about more moments to be thankful and grateful about more.

Finally, my business partner and I have met someone who has the land size required for us to move ahead on our vision of planting a sustainable renewable energy source. In our case that is Jatropha.

Now we are in a position where verbally he has agreed to put forth his land and resources for clearing the land.

At first, we were exploring a joint venture between his company and another company which has the technology. Later we discovered that this other company has already got existing supply agreements with two technology-sources and a local partner holding a biodiesel license.

That was discouraging as it potentially opened up conflicts of interest.

I was also awaiting the release of a grant from the ministry to the company I am currently working for. No news as yet. I have been following up only to find a lukewarm response without any further action being planned.

Now, my fear is being generated as I may be facing yet another person who is providing mere lip-service. Although he has the land, with the new structure to deal directly with the technology provider, he would have to raise funds from a bank. I would need to explore this further with him soon. We need to get commitment. A commitment that translates into specific action steps being taken incrementally towards the fulfilment of the vision.

One of the challenges I feel right now and I've been dealing with this although it is a heavy feeling is that people just seem to merely provide lip-service and when it comes to action, there is something that delays that action. For example, the other day, he went from comfortable to deal with this company, to feeling uncomfortable so we moved to dealing directly with the technology provider. Now, it will need to be a different structure.

I will require a new structure to deal with this new scenario. One important aspect is reducing risk and risk-reversal. While I deal with the emotional tension and heaviness, I hope that my universal manager can also assist in working out the details clearly for me.

I want to see commitment and action from people. Let's see how this next couple of days go.

It's a new phase. Now we have the access to the land and a technology provider. Now to work out the details.

I require the assistance of the universal manager. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

I am going to try and do a lot of mindwork and meditation so to let the subconscious come up with inspired actions as solutions for me.

It's during these times that I am unable to come up with something inspired so I am trying out getting inspired by quieting my mind.

I heard Esther Hicks say, "We are all vibrational beings in a vibrational universe." And she continued to say that it is our bodies that have distracted us from seeing just how connected, united, fused and one with the entire universe - God and Universal manager. Every thing is literally possible. It is unbounded.

Our mis-step is that we have been programmed to see things from that limited physical point of view.

Lots of people now having the courage to discredit 'the Secret' - as usual - only after the sales and publicity have died down. There is always no point for them to have the courage to say anything when the momentum is strong.

All I can say is that after that lowest point emotionally on my own brother's wedding night, I discovered the Secret. It was the catalyst - simple and tasteful and creatively delivered - in such a way that it reached out and spoke to me so clearly. More clearly than any other influence has ever had on me. Everything I had been reading and researching became clear. It separated what really mattered.

And it was me re-discovering the truth of life. The truth especially in my own life and for the lives of my wife and my children. A truth which liberated and freed us from the bondage of culture, society's so-called rules, hereditary patterns, family patterns which almost all were dysfunctional, even if at times, well-meaning.

Well-meaning is not well-meaning if the real impact is negative - to demoralise, to degrade, to ridicule, to condemn, to judge, to encase a person and/or his spouse with unfounded guilt and to bully.

To bully by using your high social, political and economic position and status to hit, lash out, hurt, maim, sabotage, gossip, ridicule. To be blinded by your pride and your ego.

To abuse a position whereby they had become empowered but instead of empowering their son and his wife, using it to virtually completely incapacitate, with the intent of bringing me to my knees - virtually to the point where you want me to beg for help and acceptance.

It is very disheartening and hurtful to revisit the truths in my life but it is necessary for me to gain clarity. As i make sense of it, my spirit, my atoms, cells can do the work for me to resolve it and extinguish any and all negative impact and effects it will have on me.

Unfortunately, one of the magic moments in life is when one is at their lowest points. I have read this before but I guess I was not at my real lowest - not until the night of my brother's wedding.

I believe the universe had a guiding hand that night. It was my time. Time for me to receive the biggest blow to wake me up and to get me to start seeking for ways out of that cage. A cage which was placed over me and my wife because of our deep love for one another. The universe knew what my wishes, my desires, my intentions were - ultimately guided by love.

And the universe will provide the environment necessary for you to move ahead and evolve. If you don't pick up on the lessons and the catalystic opporunities to evole, the universal God will continue to place them in your life.

I have been attracting security, opportunity, comfort, advancement, evolution, financially especially, in terms of opportunities, in terms of being able to utilize my skills and talents that can be shared and valued by other people.

Things are going to be huge!!! I am so blessed. I am so lucky.

I think I will write a book where the message is to tell people that life is a game of rediscovering our power - just exactly how powerful we truly are. Just how unbounded and limitless our potential. Maybe some of us just choose to get back in the game - we start over in a sort of state where we forget our true power and it is only part of the fun of physical life to again search and rediscover that treasure that is inherent in all of us. And then the next part is to utilize our creativity to add value to the physical world and to other people on their journey. And we are all here to enjoy and have fun and be in bliss or luxury, whichever makes it feel good for us.

It is all up to us.

I want to get clear on my skills, talents and contacts. It is foundational and powerful .

This is the next thing that I attracted. I wanted to truly know how to develop money to flow to me abundantly and with ease from multiple sources on a consistent basis. And I attracted the opportunity to be mentored by Jay Abraham and Spike Humer for 13 months!!! And at a low tuition!! Yes!!!

And that has been the second major catalyst in my life. Now I can see. It has reached me. It got my attention and my understanding. Wow, that is how powerful having the right mentor can be. My dreams and my dreams for my wife and children are, right now, coming true. It is just a small matter of time before I will realise that we are on the 'other side' of my dreams. That I am well and truly liberated! Yes! The music of my heart can be expressed without boundaries, without limit, without authority over me. It will be all up to me to create anything I want to create and to let my creativity and imagination go wild - and I create more loving and enjoyable situations and experiences for me, my wife and my children.

I look forward to having that soon. I know universal God has that in mind. I know my universal manager is shifting the quantum particles and making the arrangements. Thank you. For my highest good and that of others. Thank you, thank you, thank you. My past, my ancestors, my bad experiences, I am sorry, Please forgive me (for that part of me that has been involved in triggering it), I love you. God bless.

It has been 34 weeks since the last post! How time flies.

I must say that I've been experiencing more opportunities opening up all around me! As I flow with the universe and have also discovered the power of EFT and Ho'oponopono, I started to notice more opportunities of which I know that soon I will be able to capitalize upon.

All I need to do is to continue to take all the actions that I get from my unconscious and also to continue the practice of cybernetic trans and the other LOA techniques.

I am now learning and also taking the foundational actions required to capitalize on my new education into strategic alliance consulting. I am being mentored for 13 months by a guy who is recognized by many greats like Tony Robbins, Stephen Covey, etc as the top guy in the US. Alone he has helped over 1000 companies in over 400 different industries generate a collective profit amount of over eight billion dollars. And I can say that what I am learning is pure gold. Just to put it into action and reap the rewards.

I've felt a see-saw effect from the deviation from the daily practice in the morning for LOA. I will have to get that back up to benefit from it again.

Migratoin application has to be in before month end.

It's an application so I have to get the documents in order.

Check back soon. Journaling is also better when I write it out.

Later.

Every day in every way I am astounded by this universal law of attraction.

When the desire became so clear, the type of perfect life I wanted to lead, the money, people and resources all flowed in and came quickly, easily and unexpectedly. Surprising me like miracles that occur daily!

I always recall "Money comes easily and frequently" and THAT is a truth in my life today.

I am so happy and grateful for the ease and time and attention I have been able to share with my wife and each of my kids individually now. The money just flows in - effortlessly. I have all the time and the opportunity to concentrate on creating my life experience only! What an absolute joy that is! It is like being a buyer for a huge corporation except that the corporation is ME! That is my job - just to select and pay for things and events that create wonderful, joyful, enlightening and laughter in my life and the life of my family.

It is incredible that we can delegate everything that we require assistance so that it clears up time to plan and execute joyful events and experiences! In basketball they say 'nothing but net' - in my life now it is 'nothing but JOY and laughter and love!" Miraculous doesn't even begin to describe my life experience anymore - it is beyond that, it is unbounded, boundless, manifestation, god-like self-creation, and I enjoy putting into action the flow of stuff - creating vacuum and giving things away to create the room and space which immediately is filled with even more wonderful things and experiences!

Life is now life as we create at every second. Nothing but to feel good and joy and to spend to keep the flow of money going! It is like, expressing creativity of our inner being by shopping and expressing that personal style and feel through our very personal environments and being! Without saying, people see and they know what is the 'higher being' inside us - and they are in awe and admiration! Truly they are! My footsteps tread on gold and diamonds. My touch creates beauty and majestic flow of wealth. The quantum movement shifts around so quickly to bring me my desires! There is only joy! And flow! And miracles! There is only laser sharp imagination manifesting!

I want a million dollars now and it is given! I desire ten million and it is given! I wish to spend 50 million dollars and it flows into my hands to again be spent in ways that I get to experience joy of creating life experience and environment for me! And to help create the experience for my family! And friends! Everything is within reach! Just to shop and enjoy! Just to wallow in the experience and drench myself in that joy and experience!

It is what I want forever, to create and continue to create environments and experiences wherever I am in the world - and these all generate love, joy, well-being that is unbounded - all around the world - for my family and me! Truly magnificent! Thank you, thank you, thank you.

Today is Emmanuel's birthday. And he was happy to be getting the chance to play with a couple more of his new toys. Especially the Mattel Serpent Track which has the car go around in loops.

I forgot to start of my day with the visualizations - somehow I was feeling heavy after the drinks last night, and the late night. Met up with Dennis (who just got back from Iraq) and Jennifer.

Andy and Shirley came out for a drink too. Mazlee, Paulina and Perry joined us.

It was well deserved as Angelina had spent the entire day beautifying the house for christmas. And the space we have to work with is wonnderful. It is free of clutter. I am so thankful for the knowledge and application of the LOA and the clutter tip from Ask And It Is Given.

Funnilly, there was a chinese song which came up on the radio - it tickled me silly! And that brought a smile to my face and I waited for angelina to get into the car, and i sat silently until she noticed the funny song too!

Later at lunchtime another thing happened - by the universe of course. We had earlier mentioned about Andy and I had told Angelina that he was friends with a guy named Nas. She could not recall. At lunch, guess who walked into the restaurant: Andy and Nas!! That had us laughing out loud after they left. They had merely come into the restaurant, seen that there were no tables available and said hello to us and they left. It was the universe telling us - this is who Nas is, remember? Angelina? - and after it had fulfilled that, it did not leave them with tables and they left. So it was the universe just getting them to drop by where we were! And funnilly too, we were not intending to have lunch there. We had two other places we planned to go but due to a wrong turn, we ended up where we did!!

The universe also provides strong reminders of its power!

And now I realize this fact too!

It is just amazing! The way that life is unfolding! That positive thoughts and feelings are hundreds of times more powerful than negative ones is fabulous! And the time buffer provides us the space to adjust our frequencies from any negative to positives and also to clarify our desires as we too evolve their detail!

Life was never ever the same. The open house was astounding. People stood around in respectful awe and shivered and quivered inside - when they saw and met Alex and Angelina - and they just did not know why! Infectious charm inundated people's senses. Just like the car advertisement which says it moves the world - literally "I" am moving his world to fantastically awe inspiring heights!

Deals have miraculously come through for Alex. And it was all from effortlessly tapping into the ever present and ever flowing source of well-being! Alex has also learned to utilize various tools from the Ask and It Is Given book. These are also miraculous. Life is abundant with miracles! Alex just loves that he has this all knowing smile on his face.

And the best thing right now is being able to spend money on activities and creating events that bring this family, as parents and children; as well as romantically for Alex and Angelina; much closer and with such tremendously joyful and happy energy.

A swimming pool, sauna and jacuzzi! In the backyard. The landscaping is also so relaxing and calming. Swimming and enjoying the jacuzzi in this environment is a unique experience. This house has been laid out and untilized in the most innovative ways. The space has been transformed magnificently! It just oozes with warmth and love! Welcome to planet A and A.

Alex, Angelina, Emmanuel, Estee and Ethan. The five in the family who experience an astoundingly astonishing December 2006.

To many around them and those whose ears it reached, this was something that was unexpected and as the secret said, others merely watch in disbelief.

So true that I had done (by LOA) what others never anticipated could be done.

Become living proof of abundance and rich financial prosperity.

Angelina had discovered that she won the lottery. She had bought the tickets earlier after she had been sensitized to them, as the seller bumped into her twice. And later on her mom-in-law happened to read the page in the chinese news, right before her, was the details of the lottery.

Immediately I turn to the advice on lottery winnings that I had gleaned from the PI forum. It turned out extremely useful as pointers and tips. We were ecstatic!!! Unbelievable!!! The joy and happiness just surged through every fibre and cell!! We were totally elated and joyful and appreciative and thankful source energy!!!! The pure as pure as light itself.

For me, checks had started to pour in. Unexpected checks too! Abundance is now our way of life! And it is snowballing!!!

Just a couple of weeks ago, we had started to redecorate and repaint the house in Taman. It had been five years but ever since the secret had been realized, in a flash changes were abound!!! We also have an oven in the kitchen too!!! Fantastic!!!

I could amount that in December, I had received $30,000.00 - the exact amount I asked for earlier for this month!!! In silence and privacy, I drop and utter, "Thank you" Thank you, thank you - to the universal source - the universal intelligence, to God, to Jesus. This power continues to create miracles in my relationships, in my family, in my health, in my cash flow, in my bank account, in the cheques I am receiving ALL THE TIME, in my intellect and memes environment.

The habits I continue to ingrain into my life. It is so true - I always recall - the greatest and hardest work is that we will choose from among all the data of life, those experiences we wish to experience and to focus our vibration upon it!!! So simple and so unbelieveable!

I bought myself a nice LCD television for Christmas. I bought a nice diamond ring for Angelina. It is not THE ONE yet. I know that one - the one in my vision mind map. I know where I want to go for that one. It is coming.

And you know the realisation of all this still remains that happiness is self generated. I have always said it to Angelina. No matter how turbulent the tornado around us, so long as we have our own protective spheree of happiness within, nothing can touch us.

I look at my family and I have joy and happiness. Unbounded bliss and peace and love. My precious bubbles and spheres of energy. Now I know the secret and everything is for my asking. as i relax into my new lounge set, catching a glimpse into the gorgeous inviting dining room, table and chairs, i give thanks from every cell. And every cell, I now connect and communicate - I ask and continue to ask for more. As you cells and the universe knows, I have huge dreams of wealth. Of financial wealth, of health, of love and also the freedom of time too to do all those wonderful things with my family!!

My mind expands with the wealth of life!!! There are so many things I want to manifest and I will!!! Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!

People in toleration are on 'neutral' effect for me. I know with every cell and energy of my being, I create my own world and unlimited supplyh from the universe is there for my asking.

I now have so much more detail to my desires. It is amazing what I continue to manifest and list.

To have brought Angelina along this journey of abundance is pure joy and happiness!!!! Thank you.

Endless thank you.

More abundance and riches. I can't wait to script some more.

Got a surprise sms from Siva wishing me a belated happy birthday! A surprise shot of Delightful Energy from him. That helped me to FEEEL GOOOOOD !!!!!

Daniel and Soph have come and left for their holiday. Not much was mentioned about the LOA and the application of it. Though my wife and I are delighting in this power.

The house is gorgeous - my wife's creative energy and the universe has allowed us to flow in creating and transforming the living space of our home. Not only that but the creative source has also altered the energy of workers and the children.

Although time seems to have slowed, it is miraculous that this has just occurred over 2 - 3 months. A mere few months!!! I look forward with joyful anticipation what the universal quantum soup will deliver at the most harmonious moment in the next 2 months! It is incredible!!!

I incresed and deepened my awareness about the Feeling-Place as the point of attraction, and the constant clearing of details as option. Clutter is being cleared very quickly. I enjoy the time spent to clear it and to maintain such a clutter-free environment. Hicks are probably right to say that we will find we will not need 90% of that stuff.

I have quite a lot of personal clutter that I no longer use so I can get rid of those - to clarify and attract the exact things that are harmonious to where I am at.

Money continues to come easily and frequently!!!! Yess!!!! hoooraaaaaay!

There as always is abundance in food.

We experiencce a variety of life - through friends having to live apart from their families or having relationship stress - and these are incredibly wealthy business entrepreneurs. And that gave me opportunity to want WHOLE WEALTH IN LIFE!

Son's birthday celebration on Sunday, and ensure that it will be as joyous as every day we live LOVE !

Gratitude and thanks are very important frequencies of vibration. ANd FEEELING GOOOD is immensely powerful - especially with clarity of desires!!! The most work is to gather data and to chooose from among it what we want and then to focus upon it!!!!

I am thoroughly enjoying living life now - especially with the knowing of the secret.

Little did I know at the time that from the day I put in all that effort in coming up with an article on the Law of Attraction for Dawn Fields, that I would be a featuring author in a book alongside with Brian Tracy, Bob Doyle, Dr. Drew Rozell and others! And today this insight into this law of life has deepened so much that I am applying and practicing it on a daily basis.

I want to see the money in my account! The amount that I am visualizing. And on top of that by around Christmas I have $30,000.00 cash!! YES!!! You beauty, baby!!!! I love the quantum movement of the universe!!!

My brother and his wife are here for four days. They are leaving on the day afte tomorrow. I recall sharing the loa secret with him. And he in turn shared a copy of a powerful book, Ask And It Is Given.

Wow!!!

I am so happy and thankful for this enlightenment.

...that my wife, and friends are also experiencing this in abundance and joy!
... that I am sharing this with others!
...that my children - such joyous spheres and bubbles of energy - are here and I get to experience their and my wife's vibrational fields.
...that all that money and more is coming to ME!!!
...that this law applies irrespecive of anything!!!
...that I have such a great and easy job!!! Money comes to me easily and frequently!!!
...that I have such a vastly improved standard of living!!
...that I am surrounded by beauty and colour!!!
...that I am on the path of snowballing financial and life wealth!!!
...that I am being, doing and achieve anything that I want!!! Without any limits!!!
...that I visualize with such increasing clarity and feeling!!!!
...that I have all the blessings in the universe for my world!!!
...that life is amazing!!!
...that I love my family and have such abundance of love in my life!!!
...that happiness is so abundant also.
...that my cashflow is snowballing and in such a state of abundance!!!

Before writing I want to remind myself:

'every material thing is trapped or stable light - 99.999% of it.'
Light and energy vibrates - so the universe vibrates. Everything has a resonance or a vibration.

Your body is a battery with a pole grounded in spirit and a pole grounded in matter.

If you are extremely materialistic and about working hard, ego drive, you can get things done but you're not grounded in spirit, and you're not at full potential. If you are extremely grounded in spirit, you could be broke.

You decrease your magnetism if you don't ground yourself in both.

"Pray and move your feet." as the Quakers say.

"Hurry is fear disguised as passion." We have to become masters of quantum domain and of the physical domain. Both places.

Taking action that is inspired.

Each time I read that, and also each time I expose myself to the Secret and the teachings and the environments I have set up, I gain some insight.

It has been nothing short of amazing! I can't believe that it has only been 12 days since the last post! I feel like I have travelled through time and space.

The book shared by my brother Ask and It Is Given by Esther and Jerry Hicks has been very insightful and so useful! Especially the part on taking the cues from our emotional guidance system.

I am getting better and better at living my Perfect Life. Knowing that I also must be aware of inspiration to action.

My wife has also taken steps to understanding and applying this Secret. Joy on a daily basis is real! Love and gratitude daily is powerful.

After being able to view the Secret mid-October, the journey and path of my sphere of energy, has been adjusted and re-focussed. My wife has also noticed certain 'miraculous' changes with my parents' energies toward us!

We are thankful and so grateful now that there is this energy in our life now - with regards to my parents.

I am so happy and grateful for the KNOWING that I have now about my sphere of energy and this journey after having watched and understood on deeper levels, the Secret.

My children are a delightful collection of their energies!

I've opened my mind to what I want to achieve and create in my life! I want to resonate and attract those energies and experience those vibrations!! Together with my wife!

Friends have been met - and I have enjoyed the energy of the first get-together. We had two this week! I am grateful for that experience! We have experienced the beauty of homes and now gain clarity on what we want to manifest!!!

I had created the new job and the salary paid monthly. I had manifested the abundance of food in the house!!!

I had created events that really open my mind and make me choose that I want more of that!!

I have recovered and in perfect health from the cough!

'every material thing is trapped or stable light - 99.999% of it.'
Light and energy vibrates - so the universe vibrates. Everything has a resonance or a vibration.

Your body is a battery with a pole grounded in spirit and a pole grounded in matter.

If you are extremely materialistic and about working hard, ego drive, you can get things done but you're not grounded in spirit, and you're not at full potential. If you are extremely grounded in spirit, you could be broke.

You decrease your magnetism if you don't ground yourself in both.

"Pray and move your feet." as the Quakers say.

"Hurry is fear disguised as passion." We have to become masters of quantum domain and of the physical domain. Both places.

Taking action that is inspired.

We found lots of money!!

The house is being repainted and the kitchen sink remodelled!!

I am saying to the universe a great big HUGE YES!!! to all these and more!!!

thank you.

Had a gathering at a dinner last night for my old High School old scholars and people who are new and interested to attend.

It was good to catch up with people. Got a vibe from one of them which is probably transfer from his dad regarding the gold trade in 1998. Old man still harping about that.

Made contact with people asking about me. The LOA at work.

Looking at the school from a different perspective now. Seeking information on School Fees and Uniform prices, boarding school prices etc.

Will look at more information on that. Will be helpful to crystallize a vision.

I ordered the secret dvd and hoping that my brother will receive it soon. This one has also got a copy of a free report. Looking forward to it.

There is a lull in activity with the marketing manager task after this month. It is mid month now, and the supplier I have contacted has not heard anything from me. And neither have I heard anything from my boss.

To keep momentum am considering another trip to the town where the suppliers are.

it is wonderful to know that there is such a law and it operates by law... not chance. It is an insight that I hope to really integrate and master in my life soon.

I finally got to view The Secret.

And it had a seriously strong impact on me. It was the most potent and influential and I would say life changing effect on me over 90 minutes! I was touched in such profound ways with the information and the movie's message!

So far it has been over a week or maybe even 10 days... I have lost track of time. But I have been putting in a conscious effort to condition the Secret technique or approach so that it becomes a subconscious habit - much like after having learned to drive, now I basically do it all subconsciously. It has become second nature.

I would say though, that the movie integrated a lot of the knowledge I had been exposed to. It was really effective. I now KNOW how to use and apply the Secret. There are phrases from the Bible and even quotations from authors that I now hold a much deeper understanding than mere words. It is real for me.

On some level, I have experienced tremendous progress with this.

The challenge now is with specific results such as the marketing. It is close but I hope to close the link between the buyer and the supplier. In fact I now have two or three potential deals.

Interestingly, today, my wife experienced some severe anger and frustration with my daughter. A week ago, we had thought it a good idea that the two girls have a mom and daughter day out. And it was a good idea. One of the things was that mum had permitted daughter to choose and select her own hairbands and hairclips. At substantial cost (for a 4 year old this must have been a big deal surely). But alas, our daughter had on her own initiative snuck the items to school to show to her friends. Somehow, whether she had given the items to her friends or whether they had taken them from her, we discovered this morning that she had 'given' them to her friends. Of course my wife was hurt as these were supposed to be items purchased during a special afternoon together. It must have hurt because it was my daughter reflecting how little she had valued these items to have so easily lost them to her friends.

Needless to say her energy was low today and it also affected a lot of other energies she was receiving.

She also mentioned of my son, and his chinese. The fact that he may need a tutor or he may not cope in a Chinese school next year onwards.

She also mentioned she hopes that they can get tuition, for mathematics - mental maths i think, - and piano for her, ballet, chinese. And on top of that, as an alternative, to be able to send them to schools that will require investment of $500 per month. Also I know that she has her heart on a necklace that is about $400 I would think. These are all investments and initially of course, there is a slight challenge and creeping of fear. The challenge is of course to utilize the technique to manifest all into my reality.

Perhaps keeping a journal for me helps a lot in improving the flow and momentum so I am putting these words into writing. A way of touching and placing my intention into the universal mind.

I hope that this works. I have less chance this time round to plant seed money. Though I claim my MC to a value of $2500 that night, as seed service effort.

I hope for all. Really. My wish is for all I wish! No less! And just to let you know out there, there will be more! So just to let you understand that as I ask, I also clarify the detail, so my asking for things and items and experiences will be continuous and continuous. Just so we are clear, you know.

The life journey, and manifestation I have in mind is huge and I let you know now that it will be extremely huge. All my mind can think of that I envisage I want to be delivered in manifestaiton into reality. The accelerated and momentum-building up like a snowball is what I am asking for. It will be exciting and breathtaking. To see and experience such a snowballing of such magnitude and energy build up.

I can literally feel it and I am grateful - so grateful for this power in me! Turn it all into the gold and diamonds and riches I ask. I tremble with thanks and gratitude. In awe at this truth. I ask for the courage to ask more to manifest more!! To be strong and intending with more focus and intent!!!

This shall build!! In my life!!! So as I intend it!!! It shall be!!! The truth is in me!! Keep me in this flow! Regularly connect me with this energy! And intentional power!!! It is strong!!!

Thank you!!!! And with good to all concerned! Always!!

I AM SO HAPPY AND GRATEFUL NOW THAT...